random thoughts…
does anyone besides me ever feel like they are going to end up alone…or do you ever feel like you will marry your first love no doubt about it even though you think they have moved on? why is being in a relationship and not being in a relationship equally as complicated.when your in one you want out but when your not in one you want someone there. why do we all have to be so complicated? why cant we just come out and say I LOVE YOU AND WANT TO BE WITH YOU. i mean i get the whole you have been hurt thing but you only live once and you cant waste your time wondering what if? or i dont know if they like me or even think im cute? just put urself out there. if you get hurt youll be stronger and ready for the next best thing. i just dont understand!! cause as im sitting here ranting and raving about this issue im thinking to myself wait…i do that…maybe this is a cry out to myself that i just need to tell him i like him.
what a dilemma.
